A story about a girl! Part-5

Their in the restaurant it was time to leave and I really wanted her to be there for me. Just me and her because I wanted to propose her again.
(Guess what some part is messing me up! i exactly can't memories. Everything is there but will go ups and down!)

But, I was in Patna and it was getting late. So, time was to depart from the restaurant and things were getting really messed up in my mind. What to do? what not do? let her go or not? Obviously, can't stop her but really wanted to hangout with her and be with her through the day/night. But, billed was prepared and we were at the counter and time to depart. The gesture of the hotel was so good for us! We were Kids and I really appreciate for their corporation and we left the restaurant afterwards. Outside of the place and she had charm on her face and we shared a lot of things in between, (things I am still trying to remember that) :P. But, whatever it was I just can remember, this is the most awesome day and one of the best thing I have ever done for any girl.

After that, thought of to propose the most beautiful girl I have ever met in my life. 
So, the day has reached to propose her. My friends, batch mates they came to know that I gonna propose her. I was afraid, but my friends helped me regarding it! They boost me up with their great words and their was always a friend may be inside he never wanted me to propose. I didn't came to know about it but somewhere, on his face he carried the smile and said, go bro! She is yours! I didn't noticed  somewhere in his heart my best friend wasn't that happy but I was so in love at that time didn't noticed that! I was hurting at that time. 
So, I didn't proposed her because I didn't had that much guts to confront someone and accept it something. So, I wanted to skip things and one of my friend she asked me, dude you doing or not? or we have to do instead of you. I said, please do that (LOL) I was on serious note I don't have guts to face something and my friends went serious too, Okay, we gonna convey your message to her but what if she says, you never talked to her, you never said anything! Then, I said okay fine then I will confront! I will face her anyhow! 

Somewhere inside me, I was thinking damn man, she is so beautiful why would she gonna say yes to me......
I was prejudging everything instead to talk to her about it! So, after class my friends convey the message to her and she was in hell shocked position. She wasn't in any thought of me. She felt tremor :D at that time. So, she replied and said (Sawan)he never talked to me about it and never said anything. So, how can I believe you and that was obvious! How someone gonna believe someone and conveying message of someone to else. So for her it was kinda difficult to believe. My friend, she told her ok fine, Sawan gonna talk to you tomorrow! That night, after my friend she hung up the call, she called me and said, Piyush you gotta talk to her she is happy but confuse and can't believe you actually in love with her.
I said, ok fine, but i dont have that guys to confront her and say everything. My friends replied, dude you gotta have to do something by your own too. You need to talk to her! I said, ok fine I gonna talk to her tomorrow! I was very much nervous for whole night. Can't sleep, cant eat and thinking throughout the night,.. about her! I am gonna lose her or not? what will be her reaction? how is it possible a beautiful girl gonna love me? how a student from St. Micheal gonna love a boy who don't know anything? so many questions in my mind. Can't sleep, can not eat! What to do?/






TO BE CONTINUED................ 

A story about a girl! Part-4

Good afternoon,
There is so much workload but need to find some time to write about her!

We entered in the same restaurant! We were talking, and everything started coming up. Balloons, cake, candles etc. She was very much surprised and asked me "This is for me" instead to say anything, I just said yes! There was so much wanted to tell her but..

There was so much I wanted to tell her but instead of doing or saying anything else I just said yes, this is for you.
She was damn happy about the surprise! This happiness wasn't outside but somewhere inside her and I knew it because there was something in her eyes which she wanted to tell me but it was okay. I never wanted her to express her own feeling so easily. Wanted to win her heart anyhow before we get into any relationship!
(This celebration and party which I have arranged for her, my friends came to know about it, and you know friends how they react (LOL). I never given such party to anyone neither bought even Cols bottle for them! They were furious and their reaction OMG.
Still a memorable! But, inside I was feeling bad so,I bring home some Samosas and Cold Drinks.)

Their in the restaurant it was time to leave and I really wanted her to be there for me. Just me and her because I wanted to propose her again.
(Guess what some part is messing me up! i exactly can't memories. Everything is there but will go ups and down!)


  





To be Continued.....................

A story about a girl! PART 3

Another morning with enthusiasm to write something about unknown girl!
So, very good morning everyone! for me every single second is morning. Why? Gonna let you after these posts!

Continuing......

 Even I started listening to teacher, everything whatever my Maths teacher taught me. Attending class (Tick), Concentration (Tick), Attentive (Tick), Class work (All done), Home work (all done).

So, slowly that beautiful girl started to talk to me, together (sometimes) started solving problems. I started attracting her more! Because, I was so innocent even I put vermilion instead of sandalwood powder. I love to go temples but at that time was doing a meditation in my room and put vermilion or sandalwood powder (Red) on my forehead. She, started finding it very cute. I wasn't that smart but yeah because of my innocence everyone nearby me wanted to stick with, talk with with me! I wasn't awesome guy, but yeah I was some guy that I knew :P. I started accompany her to her home because sometimes we get late in the classes because of test. So, I asked her can I accompany you if you don't have a problem. She agreed and I was quite happy! In fact, I can't express yet how much I was happy that time! Everyone knew that "I love Annie" because till date she wasn't even sure. I must tell you, she was the cutest, beautiful , charming and intelligent girl I ever met! She is still the same!
Anyone in the world can fall in love with her! She is angel!

When I came to know, she is yet to know how much I love her then I had some plan (till that time I didn't knew how much I actually Love her, may a attraction or may be something else which I don't know! How can I say that I love you, Because I was 16+ at that time and it happens with everyone in the age of same! ) on her B'Day. It's on 7th of Aug. So, plan was to do something very special for her. Wanted to make her happy in every-sense. Doesn't matter how much it will cost, was in my mind have to make a memorable day for her. If she will not remember me but still I want her to remember that B'Day how a guy planned every thing to make her happy on her Bday. So, on the way there was one restaurant I told them I have to celebrate Bday so, I don't what to do but what ever I say, listen and do according to it if you think there is any fault or I must do like it then please advice! They said, no problem Sir. I will surely try to make Mam happy from your side. So, booked the table, cake balloons, decorations,candles and everything what they can do! It was afternoon at that time., So in the evening we met in the class. Wished her! Full of joy! She was pretty happy and more beautiful.. gradually she was killing me and I was happy :p Classes off and then I requested her, hey its your Bday so lets eat together. She said, no! I can't I have to reach home early. Again, I requested okay I gonna take half and hour and her friends insisted her lets go. We will go together don't worry. Then, she agreed! 

We entered in the same restaurant! We were talking, and everything started coming up. Balloons, cake, candles etc. She was very much surprised and asked me "This is for me" instead to say anything, I just said yes! There was so much wanted to tell her but..









TO BE CONTINUED......................

A story about a girl! PART 2

Another but, same story! There is so much I want share!

Hi, everyone! Glad to be back here and express more and more with you guys! Recently, I have posted something. I just wanted to clear something why religion always matters more than a relationship? more than a person?

Let's chuck it for time being! I gonna share how it all started!

I belong from a small town in Vaishali District, name Hajipur! It's in the state of Bihar. (May be some of you never heard of Vaishali then let me tell this is the same place where The Great King Ashoka once lived here! From where republic was started!)

So, this story started in the year 2006, aug, date I don't remember completely. But, when I moved to capital city of the Bihar. I had some big scope in my mind. No matter what, I have to move to Delhi at any cost but before that lets explore Patna. It wasn't that far from my home town so, for me it was easy to stay there in Patna to study and can easily see my home town. Everything was so easy, friends nearby, family nearby. Cricket whenever I want to play.  I started my classes for few subjects. Study never was my option but I have to study.
I never wanted to go to class until one day, when I saw a girl in white dress. That was the day when I seriously couldn't take my eyes off of her. The charm she carried that day in that white suit still fresh and can yet can recall my memories when she was entering the class! Damn, I never have such beautiful memory! This thing gonna stay with me until my last breath. If, I am getting married to anyone else I gonna share this beautiful moment with her too :)
(I know, my wife kill me for that may be, but gonna describe her each and every situation :p )


(कहते है ना, जब दिल की घण्टी, सितार, गिटार सब एक साथ सुनाई देने लगे तो समझ लेना वही है, जिससे तुम अरसो से ढूँढ रहे थे।)

Trust me that, I heard every musical instrument very clearly Guitar, Sitar, Bell! I started taking interest in her and always wanted to grab a chance to talk to her whenever i get some opportunity. Slowly and slowly I came to know, Bhai yeh ladki padhne wali hai. Math tujhe padhna hoga, Because, this girl was from St. Micheal one the best school in Patna and we were studying in the same Maths classes. So, to talk to her I have to study so that I can talk more and more. Even I started listening to teacher, everything whatever my Maths teacher taught me. Attending class (Tick), Concentration (Tick), Attentive (Tick), Class work (All done), Home work (all done).


To be continued..........

A story about a girl! PART 1

Ah, phew! Finally I'm here with lots of knowledge which I have conquered and billions yet to conquer. Knowledge is one word which is it self world which we actually can't conquer in our lifespan. There is so much, we have to know! For example: recently I was talking to one of my friend. she is girl and we met in the year 2006 in Patna, Bihar. She is Christian and I asked here, hey, there is one book with the name "Jesus lived in India"how much you have believe in it? And, she got angry on me. She said, this is bullshit! Go with your research but don't talk about this with me! I apologize to her about this and I text her "I am sorry and i really didn't mean that to hurt you or your religion"! She texted me back, Hey... m sorry too! It's just that I can't take anything about my religion".
Just before that incident, I was blessed to have her again in my life after 10 years. But, that incident and I lost her again! But, always wanted to tell how I am blessed to have her again in my life and there is so much I want to learn about the Christian because I am a traveler and always in search of some info. If its controversial then I search someone who is close to me, they actually can make me understand everything! But, sometimes when you think he/she is close enough and you can ask anything then this ain't gonna happen often!
Life is full of lesson! No one is yours, no one is unknown but it always depends on you how you actually opens your mouth in front of others. "Always watch your words before you speak". Be wise while selecting sentence or even words. I hate losing anyone but I never gonna stop to explore anything. I am the one who thinks : every holy book is manuscript-ed. It's human who writes! It's human who decides what is wrong or what is not! But, we need to be wise! I even think, somewhere god is also wrong, because he is taking revenge as "Karma" but he is right too at the same time. People have to pay what you have done!

But, to follow god and hate people doesn't make any sense! Life can be brutal and can be lovable but this is what you have to decide!
Religion is beautiful and even those people are beautiful who don't have believe in any religion. It's only there actions decides!

Act good, speak wise may be after Swaminarayan you can be the enlighten one!

Spread love!

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